JAS ((: this is a story bout a girl

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Journey
It's a long long journey Till I know where I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if I can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose Wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you'll be standing by my side It's a long long journey And I need to be close to you Sometimes it feels no one understands I don't even know why I do the things I do When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through? Cause It's a long long journey Till I feel that I am worth the price You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feel like everything is out to make me lose control Cause It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you.to you

<3 1:21 AM;

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

F inally i tht it all over... since i hv no friends... i decided tt i wan to know no more...wan to care no more...juz be this gurl hu is owaes being alone... i cant tolorate animore...i hate life...hates!hates!hates! No one cares...

<3 11:37 PM;

hiiieee blogger...once again i blogged...this mornin i feel veli sick dunno y...yuppx then after tt slp till 2+ wake up then hungry...want to go out eat then gi they all was at orchard...they were goin to catch a movie...yuppx went wid them...i think i shouldn't hv go so i wont see tt gurl de lian se...budden still went...and once again i was alone...as per normal..budden who cares aniwae...i am juz a pest wad...yuppx...totally hate my life man...i am owaes being left alone... owaes owaes...budden who cares aniwaes...haix...my life totallie sux...being gossipped by best fwens...i cannot tell hu...but i noe hu i are...dun think i am bind i noe everyhing can...haix... friends are [pple hu cares for u][ppl hu makes u luff][ppl hu cheer u up]most importantlie [owaes there when needed]---if tt is the case...then i hv no friends...aiya write so much also no one will undsterstand de larhs...no one nderstands mi..i am juz this loney gurl whu lives in her own world...haix...whu cares man... I H A T E S M Y S E L F H A T E S L I F E

<3 7:44 PM;